The Real World

So I have finally made it through the crossroads. I wouldn't say that I made it unscathed, because I have many battle scars to show. The journey has been worthwhile, more than I ever think it would be. It truly was an amazing roller coaster ride.

I could barely remember my first day in the university that would challenge my beliefs and would eventually be my umbrella of protection from the real world. I barely remember the first time I met the people I would eventually call best friends. Some, I can remember, but most of them are just a haze. I guess that what friendship really is, it doesn't matter how you started, the important thing is you'll remember them forever.

I'll always remember this summer, the summer of '11. If I'm not in front of my laptop, I would be watching something from the television. Yes, that is my life as of today. Its boring really but I guess I have to wait until I'm ready. Also, the summer of '11 will be my last official summer as a non-member of the real world. Maybe, in a few months from now, I'll have my own job, then I'll have to pay taxes and have more important things to think than just what movie to download on torrent.

This crossroad is just full of choices and I don't know which one I really want. There's a lot of things in my  mind but then again, I tend to over think things. I would want my first job to be something I really love. This love and passion is probably why I'm still not up in my ass and passing my resume' to just any company. Because I don't want to be in just any company. I want to be where I want to be.

June is coming nearer and nearer everyday. I'll be back in Cebu by then and that time, I'll be finding a job. I just hope I'll be one in something I love doing and not being stuck in a high paying job I really don't have any passion at all.

But as of now, I'll be enjoying another trip outside the country for a few days this week. Its what I need before I go to the real world.