I don't know what went through my mind. Probably because I told another close friend about you. Now there's three people in the world who knows about you, me and two of my friends. I suddenly miss you. Suddenly I wanted the good old days back. The days when you were still a part of my everyday life. The days when I waited for you to talk to me. The days when I thank God for having someone who understands me.
They say all good things come to an end. The two of us were too good, we didn't stood a chance. Fate just intervened. You just had to say the feelings that were better left unsaid. We were good, now we're almost strangers. But I miss you. I miss the days when ... you were there for me. I can't turn back time. Yes, I regret it. I regret what happened to us. But no, I don't regret letting you go because I know that was the right decision. You're a part of my life now, you can't deny that. No one will understand why except the two of us. I really miss you. Its been almost a year since I let you go and months since I last talked to you.
I read the letters you sent me. It made me smile and teary at the same time. I love the way you wrote my name in every letter you sent. I love how you put your name with the words, "in love". I love the photos you sent me. It's a good thing you sent me a photograph of yourself, so that I can't forget your face. But even if I forget your face, my heart, my mind and my soul will never forget YOU.
Now I wonder how you've been doing. I wonder if your okay. I wonder if we can still be friends. I wonder if your still you.
I wonder and I wonder ....
