Friday, July 1

You Realize

And then suddenly, something happens unexpected to your life. You're suddenly left alone in the corner, wondering what you're going to do next.

Life is unfair. Shit happens. These are the realities of the real world.

You think to yourself, "So where am I going now?" Then you wander around, thinking of being lost for awhile. To your surprise, you find yourself somewhere and you wouldn't even thought you'd be there, but you are. So you take a deep breathe and smile.

You realize, being lost is a part of being found.

You realize, wandering would eventually take you to wonderful places.

You realize, smiling is easier than sulking around.

Thursday, June 30

Heart of Life

Believe in love. A phrase I repeated so many times already. Despite seeing so many people failing in their journey through love, I didn't faltered. 

Waiting and creating happiness has what I have been doing for the past 5 years of my life. Let me clarify, I'm only 20, and I started believing in real, sincere and true love when I was fifteen. Even then, I was too young to understand the word love. My idea of it was hormones rising, heart beating, sweaty palms and stuttering in front of the person. As most of you know, that isn't love. And I'm still too young to understand about it but at least I have some idea now. 

Too many songs have been written about love. Most of them are my favorites. But I stumbled upon a song that tells the tale of love in a very short and yet prolific lyrics. 

John Mayer's Heart of Life is a song that summarizes what love is. There's pain yet there's also hope and happiness. It's becoming one of my rainy songs. And though some may not agree with me, I think that this song is full of hope about love, despite it being painful sometimes. 


I hate to see you cry
Laying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears and listen

Pain throws you heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way, it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But then the circle of your firends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No, it won't all go the way, it should
But I know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good

I know it's good 


Good Food!!!

The patron saints of Ormoc City are Sts. Peter and Paul. Last June 29 was the feast celebration of these two saints that have protected the small sleepy town known as Ormoc. 

I got very excited realizing that I would be able to experience the fiesta in my hometown again. I honestly can't remember the last time I celebrated this wonderful day with my Ormocanon brothers and sisters. As Filipino tradition dictates, people who are living in the city will serve a "hikay" in bisaya, "pakain" in tagalog, and a "banquet" in English.  

This year, I had one invitation but my parents, you can say a socialite (because of her profession) has many invitations. I decided to go with her first two invitations. Good food all over the place!

First stop was Ormoc Villa Hotel. My mother was invited by a good old friend. The hotel, owned by the IAL clan (L stands for Larrazabal), stands near the coastline of Ormoc. Although its been there for quite a long time already, this was the only time I remember that I have tasted their food. Because I had two more places to go, I only ate a little. I chose potatos from the goat kaldereta and the meat of course, and then lechon. For dessert, I only had sweet mangoes.



Second stop was with my mother's old friend, Sabin Larrazbal (SAL), another member of the L clan. There home is where we usually go during the fiesta. They are known to serve good food. Yes, I love their food, they also own a hotel that caters the food. Guess what? There was a lamb kalderata! ^_^ So I, again, took potatoes from this dish but this time, no meat. There, at the edge of the table was one of my favorite dish, "lechon baka!" (roasted cow). Now the SAL family are known to serve this kind of food. I rarely eat one, in fact, I can only eat one whenever they have an event and my mom is invited and I tag along. For desserts, I took the Filipino dessert "puto," a cake that I don't know what the name is, and one of my favorites, buko pandan!


My last stop was with no other than my best friend's home. By the time I got there, it was almost two in the afternoon. Most of their visitors have gone home. I was still able to catch another old friend though. My choice of food? You guess right, there was kaldereta! This time it was pork kalderata! I've been telling myself that kaldereta is the main dish! So again, I took the potatoes, but instead of cooked with the dish, these potatoes were fried and were put on top of the kaldereta, so at least they tasted differently. I also had shrimps wrapped in bacon, the meat in the kaldereta and then some beef steak. The desserts, my best friend, Odessa, served a cake (I don't know what the name is) with gelatin and mango on top and then Leche Flan (YUM!). 



From Left: Me, Odessa, her father Tito Clement, Joy and Candice

Happy Fiesta Ormoc! Thank you for giving me a chance to eat good food and spend some time with good company. 



Tuesday, June 28

Click and Develop

I've always been fond of photography. There are moments that are worth capturing in films. 


Last time, my best friends and I had a photoshoot for vanity sake. I was their photographer. Here are some of the photos I took.
















Quality of the shots are not that good because I already resized them. Do I have the potential to be a photographer? Haha